Feel it.

Read the lines upon my face.
Life without you is like, asentencewithnospace.
Missing someone,
is no fun(at all)

WHY IS THERE SUCH THING AS NS?
NS DRIFTS AND BREAKS RELATIONSHIPS APART.
OMGODDDDDDDDDD.
THIS WEEKEND HE WONT BE BOOKING OUT.
ITS ABOUT A WEEK SINCE I SAW HIM.
NOT A CLUE HOW HE IS DOING.
XCHANGING JUST AFEW TEXTS PER DAY. SOMETIMES EVEN W/O A CALL.
TEXTS XCHANGED WERE ALSO SO SHORT.
THEY USED TO BE LENGTHY ONES.
SWEET AND ASSURING AND HAPPY ONES.
BUT NOW YOUR TEXTS ARE SO PLAIN.
SO SHORT
& TIRED ONES
IT SCARES ME SOMETIMES.
IT DOES MAKE ME FEEL ALL INSECURE.
NO IDEA HOW TOUGH IT IS,
I REALLY WISH TO BE IN YOUR SHOES TO KNOW HOW SUFFERING ITIS,
EVERYTIME I GLANCE AT MY PHONE
WITH NO SIGNS OF TEXTS
IT SIANS ME REALLY.
I WONDER HOW LONG MORE CAN I TAHAN THIS.
2 YEARS OF NS..

THIS IS TOUGH & UPSETTING. WHEN WE WERE JUST BEGINNING TO ENJOY OUR DAYS TGT, YOU GOT ENLISTED FOR NS. MY CONFIDENCE LEVEL IS DECLINING. HAD HOBSON'S CHOICE. GUESS I SHOULD TRY TO BE MORE UNDERSTANDING. I HAVE TO TRAIN ON MY PATIENCE AND TOLERANCE. NO WONDER PEOPLE SAY DON'T GET ATTACHED AFTER NS.