Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I don't feel fat. I am fat.

Not big size kind, but technically I am putting on weight. I mean excess.

Everyone is saying that I am. Mother, father, boyfriend.
Even long-time-no-see phyllis noticed it.
Nabei. Gotta control my diet..must mind my consumption of food.
So tough and tiring. A hugggge sacrifice I have to make, not sure if I can keep up.





Disappointed with myself, I am lagging far behind in my studies,
I did not fufill my expectations I set for holidays. Fb is a distraction. I am gonna go study now. Tuition ytd, tuition tonight, tuition friday, tuition sat.

Pls tell me how,
Four tuitions a week. School has given mission-impossible amount of work. Four tutors gave me unreasonable amount of work too, expecting me to complete before they come.
When I don't, they started nagging: Hardwork comes sucess, if you dont put in effort blah..
Tell me should I cry or wat




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